Being blind because I held onto to someone that broke my heart

Being blind because I held onto to someone that broke my heart in more ways than one. Trying to think that I'm in love with someone who cared a long time ago, I was too late because I can't have the boy I thought I knew for the 8 years we spent Sundays together like brother and sister. I don't know how to move on but now I have because i know my friends are always by my side though think and thin.