"how do you prepare
for a party where two people will be that want to sleep with you
again?"
wear jeans with holes in
wear a big cotton sweater
wear sneakers filled with dirt
look like you haven't washed in a year
start over
take out the hight heels
that put you in that wonderful posture
wear that dress
look like you're so beautifull that nobody could ever touch
start over
put on your training
and the sport shoes
and the pony tail
look like you've just returned from jogging
start over
remeber that top from years ago
it's so small and force yourself
into that shorts aply lipstick freely
look desperate so they wouldn't want it anyways
start over
stay home
call in sick
promise yourself
don't do this again
start over
scream at your mirror
this is your own faulth
write wh*re on your hips
let the hate take over the shame
start over
find the clothes you wore that day
take fresh underwear, nothing black or red
wash your face, comb your hair
smile
be a woman
be as woman you can be
this is
i cant express how much i love it
i just read it over and over again