I'm losing myself. Trying to compete. Dunno where to turn.

I'm losing myself. Trying to compete. Dunno where to turn. I've been, stuck in this routine.
I need to change my ways. Instead of always being weak.
I don't wanna be afraid. I wanna wake up feeling beautiful, Today; And know that I'm okay.
Because everyone's perfect in an unusual way.
I just wanna believe in me.
The mirror can lie. Doesn't show you whats inside.
It can tell you your full of life, It's amazing what you can hide, just by putting on a smile..