mine...
When I think of the words that were said to me a fury begins to grow within me
Cuz after you said it you just disappeared
And this mark that I bear is still seen and it wears thin
Left me struggling to breathe, man I‘m out of air
You said that you still cared for me but only talk to me a month out of a year
Baby turn around let me see your smile not a frown cuz even when I feel down I’ll still go around and out of my way for you no matter what you do I’ll still see to it that you make it through
Thinking of what left your lips before you dipped out of our relationship, I wanna punch something and smash my fist, snap my wrist and try to fix this problem between our tryst
Mouth to mouth, hip to hip, doubt with doubt and skip the slip
Don’t wanna fall into another story don’t wanna have to make another rhyme
Don’t wanna rewind the time, I’m in purgatory, just a heartache that went spiraling for miles behind the lies
My eyes can’t cry no more they’re dry and I’m still here asking why
Bloody buckle, broken bones
Cracked knuckle and kickin cones
Hurting heart, hiding hell
Wounding words and wishing wells
Just a mess of distress and I gotta compress the rest, suppress testin death until I can fester the courage to pester the jester who invested in me, gave me light and requested me, resurrected me just to say you detested me
Got a visitor at my door, ringing the bell but I can’t take anymore, hidin in my room not even walking to a store, scared I’ll see your face if I even walk a little more,
I did everything for - you but it wasn’t enough
You called my bluff and when it came time I wasn’t tough enough to hold this stuff, it’s getting rougher with each puff I inhale, my mail’s gone stale cuz I move at the pace of a snail that’s been nailed in place, can’t erase the memory of your face no matter how faded I become, jaded ain’t this fun?
And can I just say that I hated feeling that way, felt naked and betrayed when I replayed the voice mail that said “I’ll stay”, but you strayed, And I’d trade anything for you
And I never knew a heart could be down weighed, all because you masqueraded the love we made with a hand grenade
Bleeding blades, beaten bad
Mistakes made, and mildly mad
Poisoned pistols, pulling pins
Serrated slicer, and simmering sins
Now read me back what I said so I can relive the moments again,
Don’t want to leave my own head but I have to if I want this hell to end
Hard to move on when I'm still stuck in the past
We didn’t last but let’s play pretend and say we had,
Would we still be together forever or would it be over just as fast
If I had just taken off my mask instead of putting tasks ahead of the questions you’d ask would the blast
That scattered the cast not have shattered the glass
Could it have been mended if only we had defended our right and surrendered the fight and bended the light
No more energy to write about the gap in an ending full of ash I was just being polite, trash the stash and crash, quick let’s end it all tonight.
Looking in the mirror trying to see my reflection clearer but even as I get nearer the face I see doesn’t look like me, not like how I used to be, before this misery you caused, Just feelin empty and incomplete, hear your laugh when I'm creepin down the street and my heart still skips a beat
Nothing could compete cuz my love for you will never be obsolete
Man if I had just one chance to go back before the romance, before I gave you a second glance and warn myself in advance that your look would keep me in a trance,
I could stop myself there on the street and say “hey man don’t go this way. Just keep on walking do what you gotta do on a different day, cuz I got x-ray vision and I can see that the buffet you’re going to has a cliché in store for you” and I can try to delay my road-to-be, lead myself astray from the path destiny has chose for me,
And if I don’t believe me I got scars that I can see, pull up my sleeve and say “this is what she did to me. We used to call her our sweetie but candy gives you cavities and it’s a tragedy that this happened to me, and naturally I wanted to ignore the assault and battery, the felonies and gallantly I tried to happily be what she needed, but she just made my life into a travesty so take it from me, turn around back down the street, go home and go to sleep and stay inside another week, maybe smoke a little weed if you feel like you need to but whatever you do don’t go outside or she might see you”
When I think of the words that were said to me a fury begins to grow within me
Cuz after you said it you just disappeared
And this mark that I bear is still seen and it wears thin
Left me struggling to breathe, man I‘m out of air
You said that you still cared for me but only talk to me a month out of a year
Baby turn around let me see your smile not a frown cuz even when I feel down I’ll still go around and out of my way for you no matter what you do I’ll still see to it that you make it through
Thinking of what left your lips before you dipped out of our relationship, I wanna punch something and smash my fist, snap my wrist and try to fix this problem between our tryst
Mouth to mouth, hip to hip, doubt with doubt and skip the slip
Don’t wanna fall into another story don’t wanna have to make another rhyme
Don’t wanna rewind the time, I’m in purgatory, just a heartache that went spiraling for miles behind the lies
My eyes can’t cry no more they’re dry and I’m still here asking why
Bloody buckle, broken bones
Cracked knuckle and kickin cones
Hurting heart, hiding hell
Wounding words and wishing wells
Just a mess of distress and I gotta compress the rest, suppress testin death until I can fester the courage to pester the jester who invested in me, gave me light and requested me, resurrected me just to say you detested me
Got a visitor at my door, ringing the bell but I can’t take anymore, hidin in my room not even walking to a store, scared I’ll see your face if I even walk a little more,
I did everything for - you but it wasn’t enough
You called my bluff and when it came time I wasn’t tough enough to hold this stuff, it’s getting rougher with each puff I inhale, my mail’s gone stale cuz I move at the pace of a snail that’s been nailed in place, can’t erase the memory of your face no matter how faded I become, jaded ain’t this fun?
And can I just say that I hated feeling that way, felt naked and betrayed when I replayed the voice mail that said “I’ll stay”, but you strayed, And I’d trade anything for you
And I never knew a heart could be down weighed, all because you masqueraded the love we made with a hand grenade
Bleeding blades, beaten bad
Mistakes made, and mildly mad
Poisoned pistols, pulling pins
Serrated slicer, and simmering sins
Now read me back what I said so I can relive the moments again,
Don’t want to leave my own head but I have to if I want this hell to end
Hard to move on when I'm still stuck in the past
We didn’t last but let’s play pretend and say we had,
Would we still be together forever or would it be over just as fast
If I had just taken off my mask instead of putting tasks ahead of the questions you’d ask would the blast
That scattered the cast not have shattered the glass
Could it have been mended if only we had defended our right and surrendered the fight and bended the light
No more energy to write about the gap in an ending full of ash I was just being polite, trash the stash and crash, quick let’s end it all tonight.
Looking in the mirror trying to see my reflection clearer but even as I get nearer the face I see doesn’t look like me, not like how I used to be, before this misery you caused, Just feelin empty and incomplete, hear your laugh when I'm creepin down the street and my heart still skips a beat
Nothing could compete cuz my love for you will never be obsolete
Man if I had just one chance to go back before the romance, before I gave you a second glance and warn myself in advance that your look would keep me in a trance,
I could stop myself there on the street and say “hey man don’t go this way. Just keep on walking do what you gotta do on a different day, cuz I got x-ray vision and I can see that the buffet you’re going to has a cliché in store for you” and I can try to delay my road-to-be, lead myself astray from the path destiny has chose for me,
And if I don’t believe me I got scars that I can see, pull up my sleeve and say “this is what she did to me. We used to call her our sweetie but candy gives you cavities and it’s a tragedy that this happened to me, and naturally I wanted to ignore the assault and battery, the felonies and gallantly I tried to happily be what she needed, but she just made my life into a travesty so take it from me, turn around back down the street, go home and go to sleep and stay inside another week, maybe smoke a little weed if you feel like you need to but whatever you do don’t go outside or she might see you”
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