i lost alot of people, and im starting to get a few back. one,

i lost alot of people, and im starting to get a few back. one, one was my best friend, my big sister. there were 4 of us, 2 younger, 2 older..but we lost our big sisters, my 2 big sisters were my role models, my inspiration. back then, back in them days they didnt think much of them selves, but my big sisters were perfect to me, i hated seeing them go through the things they did, but now, i speak to the other every now and then, and neither of them seem to get bad anymore. they are happy almost all the time, they're scars are healing when im still getting more. just wish my big sisters never left and looked after us when they said they always would. sorry, needed to let that out.