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Accidental Love Ted Sweeran (not anymore) Chapter 5 Taylor's

Accidental Love
Ted Sweeran (not anymore)
Chapter 5 
Taylor's POV
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"Hello, Taylor, right?" a britsh voice, other that Ed's,said.
...
I look up, and I smile.
"Yes, it's Taylor. You are..?"
"Harry. Harry Styles." 
I smile. He is the newest student here, so I should become friends with him.
"So, where are you from?"
"Holmes Chapel, UK. It's where I was born."
"Oh, cool! I am from Reading, PA."
"Why did you move here, in Nashville?"
"Well, I kind of want to become a singer.. so I am looking for record labels." I sigh.
"Ah.. I can hook you up with someone, I know a few people."
"Are you.. serious...?!" I smile.
"Yeah, I am friends with Scott Borcheta, he's a label person!" He smiles.
We get to know each other more.
Almost at the end of the night, Ed walks to me.
"Uh, why are you with, uh, him?" He says, talking about Harry.
"He is actually my friend, and he would never hurt me like you." I say and I walk away from him.
He grabs my arm and it hurts.
"Ow!" 
"Come on. Let's go home." he said.
"No- O-okay.."
Harry looks confused and I tell him it's nothing.
Ed shoved me in his car.
"You b**ch, I know you are cheating!!" He said and hit my face.
"N-no i wasn't.." 
"Yeah. Sure."
He drives me to his house. He shoves me in his room and locks it.
"You are going to pay."
He grabs me and punches my stomach.
He grabs my arm and he digs his nails into it.
"I hate you. Go home!!" 
He says and hits me in my face which makes it purple.
I ran out and I ran outside. 
I called Abby.
"Hey I already left. You don't have to take me home okay?"
"Okay, why?"
"It's nothing. See ya."
I put my phone in my pocket and I walk home. 
It is 12:00 AM.
I walk in and my parents are asleep. Good.
I run upstairs and I go into my room. I look at my arm where he hurt me. It looks purple. F**k.
My cheek is purple, too.
I put a cold rag onto it.
I get a call.
It's Ed.
"Tell your little friend Harry that he can't have you. We are never breaking up, darling." He laughs then hangs up.
I really need my mom awake.
I sit down on my bed still in my dress.
This love with him is horrible. 
I hate myself.
I put on some sweats and I grab a rope. It's the only thing to do.
I tie it to my fan and I grab my chair. I write a suicide letter:
"Dear whoever finds this,
Please don't worry about me. I'm just another suicidal teenager. I am so sorry, but I have to do this. I can't take it anymore.
Tell Ed I said that I hated him. Please. Mom, I love you. Please keep your beautiful smile you always have. You have helped me through everything you can think of. I love you. SO much. Dad, take care of mom. I love you, thank you for being a wonderful dad. I can't thank you enough. Austin, you are the best brother ever. Remember that you can have anything of mine you want. I love you.
You all are the best anyone could ask for.
You aren't the reason I'm doing this.
I'm the reason.
I know I really want to become a famous singer, but not anymore. After I jump off this chair, It is no use.
I am crying while I am writing this.
I want you all to know, again, that I love you. Stay beautiful.
Oh.. I have cut myself also. My blades will be on this letter. Keep them, if you'd like.
I love you...
Goodbye.

-Taylor
I set the note on the desk. I put my blades on top.
I step on the chair and I tie the rope around my neck.
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3..
2..
1.
I hold my breath and I jump off, knocking the chair over. It feels like slow motion. 
It feels good.
My parents hear the noise and they run into my room. My mom faints. My dad screams. Austin runs in there and he cries. 
My mother calls 911. 
They take me off the ropes and into an ambulance. 
I am still half alive.
*2 weeks later*
(Still Taylors POV)
I open my eyes to see a grey room. Where the h*ll am I?! 
"TAYLOR!" My mom rushes to me.
I stare at the wall confused.
"Where am I..?" 
"The Hospital .. Taylor, do you remember what you did?" 
Then I remember it all. 
The note. The blades. The crying. The chair. The abuse. The cuts. The rope. 
Suicide.
Before I could say anything else, I fainted. 
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(A/N): Oh jesusss! What a filler lolol. 

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tedsweeran

posted June 6, 2014 at 1:46am UTC tagged with taylor, suicide, quote

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