You want to know whats
truly SCARY? Just take a minute to think about it. Pick
the happiest
& most beautful
person you know, guy or girl or even yourself put
yourself in the situation. Now take whoever you imagined &
think about their life, you think they have this perfect wonderful
life, that theyre always happy or have little to no worries. That
their life is almost perfect. You may even date them & think you know
everything about them. Now imagine that person at home. with a
knife to their body.
Tears running, no pouring down their face,
their sad tiny face thats usually covered with smiles.
Imagine them with their pills on the counter spilled all over the place
with blood covering th floor. They
are crying out for help but no one hears them, their cries
are almost
S I
L E N
T.
How can that be? how can a person scream
silently? Easily. They dont want the attention &
judgement of everyone or anyone they dont want that look
of pitty or dissapoinment.
They just want the mental to pain to stop &
the only way to stop the mental pain is to create psycical pain.
They dont want to be this way, they dont want
to hate themselves or
cut themselves or
starve themselves but its now apart of who they are.
They are permanentaly scar'd.
Forever.
And the only thing between you or anyone else
finding out the truth is a pair of long sleeves, makeup or a fake
smile. They could be seconds away from death & you would never
know. You will only know what they want you to & to me thats
just horrifying.