" Lord knows
he has his issues.
He's cruel, and he makes a hobby of making the people who
love him cry. Punishment is his favourite word. He loves to
make me bleed, and bleed, and bleed.
He will tell them I'm his wh.ore.
oh, I'll pretend to be surprised,
(and kiss him so hard it hurts until our night belongs to me
and me alone)
and tell him he's the worst thing that ever happened to
me.
My mother told me I was insane; why did I fall in love with
such a twisted man?
oh, I'll tell her i had no control over it,
(but i do cherish the scars he gives me, i do, i
do)
and promise him that this will be the last time.
Wicked, wicked, wicked, wicked -- they all say it, over and
over, and i know it's true
(but he is human and he cries, and when he does i
swear i see stars)
I know that in three years time, we'll go to our best
friends' weddings and they will sit us apart. He'll
find his way to me, or I to him, and he'll ask her to dance
in front of me, and smirk at me as he kisses her--
and I'll accidentaly (oh, accidentally) fall into
the lap of some rich someone-or-other, and laugh at all the
wrong jokes, and tuck my head in with my eyes wide open and on
him the whole time--
and another night will belong to us,
and i'll find bruises in the morning
(the scar of my teeth on his shoulder will look too pale in the
moonlight)
and we'll whisper careless words like love and
hate and for-never,
and he'll hold me, tight, right and warm, telling lies like
we're going to be okay, darling.
I only want to hurt if he's doing to hurting. I like his
eyes. He likes the way I ruffle his ridiculous bedhead in the
morning, and kiss his cheek.
We kiss like rivals. We fight like lovers.
He'll probably be the death of me... but that's
okay, darling. "