"the girl that you've been best friends with for nine

"the girl that you've been best friends with for
nine years will stop speaking to you.
one night you'll make plans and 
she'll cancel at the last minute
because she's "sick" but you'll see 
her updating her snapchat story with pictures
of empty alcohol bottles and blurry eyes 
and the mean girls that never let you sit with them 

try to forgive her.
 she's going through all the bloody, broken teeth,
 black and blue filled nights like you are.
                 everyone's trying to survive,
so don't be too hard on anything               
especially yourself"