its september 24 2014. i haven't been on here in while. Im

its september 24 2014.
i haven't been on here in while.
Im 18, graduated high school, a freshman in college now.
120 some days clean of self harm now.

so many things have changed since i have been on here last.
I was so young then.
i didnt care what people thought, i told people off.
I did whatever i wanted.
i lost people i was close to,by force.

i miss that. dont take that for granted