I'm not an easy person to be with. I know that. I probably won't

I'm not an easy person to be with. I know that. I probably won't even try to make it easier for you. I'll be really difficult at times. It may seem that, at times, I don't want you, and I don't like you, but I do. I'll be a challenge, because I'm not the sort of person to let people walk all over.  I'm not someone who puts up with bull. I'm not the person who will give you sympathy comments. When I say something, I mean it. If people are mean to me, I'll throw them out of my life. I'm annoying, I'm hilarious, and I'm the worlds biggest jerk. I'll make you want to scream and punch walls; i'll ruin your day but save it at the very last minute. I'll drive you crazy and, sometimes you'll hate my guts. But even through all that's going to happen, and I swear it will, I have an amazing side to me. I do. I have a giant heart. I'll always be there when you need me. Even if my life is impossibly knotted, I'll try and untangle yours by listening and loving. I won't stop caring about you, not even if you push me away. You're different from everyone else, and I like that. It's refrehing to find someone different in this world, because way too many people are the same :')