What can you do when you are not good enough for this soicety?..

I understand... Really I do. I am not noticed and even when I'm screaming for help no one listens that is just the way people are and it really does suck and I'm sorry it's like that

You can get up and tell society to screw off even if you hate yourself for it

But it's like no one even notices you and no one cares like ur all alone and you hate yourself and who you are..

It's hard, I get it. Everyone seems to hate you...it makes you hate yourself.

Never let it get to you for too long. Show them that no matter what they do or say, you'll never give up. Keep fighting.