..... I don't need the 4th to know I've gone 16 months
I don't need the 4th to know I've gone 16 months without
you in my life.
I feel your absence everyday.
I feel it when I go shopping, when I eat peanut butter, when I go
through the McDonalds drive-thru, when I hear Luke Bryan or
Hunter Hayes on the radio. I feel it when I read short stories
and when I watch scary movies and when I straighten my hair or
just driving down any back road. I feel it when I pass my math
tests and drink Dr. Pepper and when I take a swig of our ultimate
favorite alcoholic drink and eat mint tic tacs.
So much of our friendship consisted of such small everyday
things, It's hard to do much of anything and not think of you
and the fact that you're supposed to be here but you're
not and I just can't deal with that today.