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when i say that i dislike myself, people usually assume i'm

 
  when i say that i dislike myself,
people usually assume i'm talking about my appearance. i mean, the compliments on my hair and my flat stomach are uplifting and i very much appreciate them. but i feel like no one acknowledges me and who i really am, and that's what gets me. i dislike myself when i study hard for a class only to receive Cs and Ds whereas my classmates can barely open a book and receive an A. i am still not happy about my difficulty with connecting with others. i am tired of not even fitting in with the outcasts. i dislike myself when my anxiety takes a hold of me to the point where i can't even defend myself. i appreciate the people who try to make me feel better, i really do. and of course, i know i shouldn't use others people's opinions of me to determine my own opinion of myself. but often times they do not understand that i am fighting this battle with my brain, my soul; not necessarily the construct of flesh and bones i was placed into. this is why it hurts to always feel so different, so alone that you feel like no one is on your side. i just wish that someone could actually know the real me and appreciate it.

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Whatawittyfeeling 9 years ago
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Hi, I don't mean to impose. But when I feel like that, I turn to God and try to find my worth in the fact that I'm his daughter and his creation. It's the only fulfilling thing in this life, to me. Anyway. I hope you overcome this. I'll pray for you. (:
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gab* 9 years ago
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Thank you so much
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