im trying to contain every ounce of sorrow but my heart has no

im trying to contain every ounce of sorrow but my heart has no room. so i bleed out and there is no relief yet the blood still comes it flows out now dripping in little puddles all around me whereever i go i leave a stain of myself behind so nobody ever forgets who i am they always have a reminder a permanent spot on there brain. in there hearts they bleed too but im the only to bleed out. slow breaths in hold it.breathe out now push the air from your lungs feel them collapse as the air leaves and expand as the smoke enters it yet again the cycle continues. its violent it pains me to see to hear to feel the drip drip drip of the iv in my arm i wish to pull it out and flee this sick place but theres no leaveing when your horrible place is just the inside of your brain telling you its giveing up its dying im killing off every emotion every feeling i ever felt for you. your the pain that stabbs into my chest your the sickness in me and there is no cure your the cancer to my chemo theres no fixing it the damage is done you cant tell the moon not to rise as the sun fades just as you cant take back the hurt you have planted in my heart theres so much is seeping out im leaving pain its oozing out theres nothingi can do nothing you can say you cant take back yesterday