My regrets
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I am sorry for not giving you more hugs then i should've
have,
these are my regrets, I feel angry at myself for not doing the
best
for you, before you died. You grew up along with me, I am
crying.
I am hurt, i am sad, I understand you got out of your pain.
My dog, my best friend, you were the best wish and gift i got for
my birthday.
Even though, i got you from the temple that the monk wasn't
taking care of you.
I am happy that you were one homosexual dog, even you couldn't
tell.
You went for boy dogs. I am sorry, that i didn't push my best
to make you happy.
I am sorry.
I love you.
I hope you are having more food and seeing other dogs.
I love you man, these are my regrets and i'm sorry.
***
R.I.P Gouchie.