“ You
know, you can reply to my emails any time. I'm okay now --
after a year of this, I'm done waiting and hurting. I've
given up, to be honest. I deserve more. If you can give me a
decent explanation if you ever do decide to reply to me, I'd
appreciate it and maybe we can try talking again. But you know
what? I'm okay. I'm okay without you, and without the
pain for waiting for someone you care about to notice your
absence. I'm done. Take care. You were wonderful.
”
( i have resigned myself to never
knowying why, finally. )