So I started talking to this guy and everything was
perfect he was sweet and funny and athletic and cute and sooo
amazing. Only bad thing was he was 19 and is going into the
marines next year. But then all of a sudden he just quits talking
to me. Now when he looks at me I can't help but thinking that
maybe he misses me as much as I miss him. Then I hate myself for
thinking that and for still caring about him so much, when it's
obvious that he doesn't care anymore and everything he previously
told me was a lie.