I got the best news today, so my cousin and his friend have been

I got the best news today, so my cousin and his friend have been talking again after a big fight that went down a couple months. Anyways I had always liked him and had a crush on him. We used to be so close. He told my cousin and his mom a while back that if he wasn't in a relationship that he'd be with me. Well today I found out that they broke up which is amazing because she was psycho!! I just can't afford to get hurt again...