One Direction Update 6/9/15 Hey guys! Sorry again for missing

I'm glad to be back! :) For talent I sang "Little Me", and it was so incredible to be on a stage like that and get such positive feedback. It was amazing. Aw, thanks, pal. :) I start my training tomorrow after I work at a sport's camp, so I'm working from 8:30 am-8 pm tomorrow. Wish me luck. :)

I know, I was just joking. It seems like these 4 are here to stay, just like us. But yeah, when the time comes, I think it will end with all 4 of them there. And they will definitely try to make it as easy on us as they can, so we don't have to go through all of that unnecessary pain again. Exactly. Not loving yourself doesn't prevent you from loving other people. It prevents you from being able to feel loved. Yeah, I don't think that will happen, as Harry's pretty private, but hopefully we'll find out the meaning of a few more throughout the years. Yeah, I heard that, too. I can see it. He's gotten over 50 tattoos in about 3 years time. I think he'll be adding more over longer periods of time.

That's a really cool way to put it-You've gained more than you've lost. And yes, it is a great feeling! It'll be interesting to see if it's different being the one going to her show first. Yes, their chicken is simply one of the best. Honestly, what would we do without Chipotle in our lives? Or each other? ;)

That's so cool! I've never really loved anything like I've loved the boys obviously, but before the boys, I didn't really like a lot of artists or bands. I wasn't really a "fan" of anything like I am now, you know? But I'm so happy to be a fan, and I'm so happy to have parents who help my live my fan dreams. :) Great! Good job! We've been getting a ton of rain, so I'll be sure to dance in it, too!

Yeah, I was really surprised by my sister's reaction. When it first happened, she didn't really care, but after about 2 weeks, she told me she was really mad and bitter about it. I like to see her caring about something 1D-related, but it's kind of odd, you know? Haha :) I think I saw that video! Was he lying on his bed or something and she showed it to him on her ipad? Yeah, I think everyone understands when they're not nightly. You could maybe even do them every other day or once a week or say when you're not going to have an update the next night. It'll work out, and we're all here to support you. :)

Yeah, or maybe he'll just buy Eli someday! Haha, couldn't be more true, Jenny... :) Thanks for those pictures of Niall! He was meant for the stage, wasn't he? Here's Louis looking quite dapper: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CHLkpjGVIAA30oI.jpg

Wow! That's awesome! I wish I had the guts to get up on a stage and sing a song like that. I wish I could have heard it! And that sounds like a super busy day! I hope it all goes well!

Yeah I really hope that's how it happens. I just don't want think about it. I think we've been through enough these past couple of months to last a whole year. That is really true. It's really a shame because people who don't feel like they are able to be loved, are the ones who probably need it the most. Yeah I don't really think it will happen either, but I'm wishful thinking. I'm really curious to see what his next tattoo would be though whenever he decides to get one.

Yeah that's how I've tried to keep staying positive with the whole thing. It still hurts but when I look at what I have now, it doesn't matter as much. I've been thinking the same thing about the concerts. It's going to be different to have you going first. I'm so used to helping you prepare with what I've experienced. It's going to be interesting with the switching of rolls! I don't know! I'd be lost without my Chipotle and my pal! And you are the one who got me try it in the first place! So it all goes together!

I think a lot of girls experienced the whole being a huge fan of something for the first time thing too. I am actually used to it a little. First it was Hilary Duff, then Hannah Montana, then the Jonas Brothers, then McFly and then 1D! But I never was as crazy over any of those others as I am for the boys. I thought I was obsessed over them but the boys were on a whole new level. And they've lasted way longer than any other. I never like a band or singer longer than 2 years. 1D has been over 3! We were kind of having a drought for awhile but now it's been raining a lot more. So maybe the dances are working!

Yeah it is random that she would feel bitter about it. Maybe it's because you care about it so much and she knew you were sad. I know my sister texted me to ask if I was OK. Yeah that was the video! It was so funny because he totally looked serious! I really do like to try to have them every night especially during tour. When they're on break and not seen it doesn't feel like a big deal to miss because there's not really anything to say. Right now I'm trying my best! But thanks for your support!

Yeah Louis has a tendency to buy random things sometimes! Why not Eli!? Niall was meant for the stage. He always looks so proud and comfortable up there. Like a second home :) Man Louis is too much for my life to handle especially when he's all dressed up with his hair like that. I think it's time to send one of those I'm mad at you for being perfect letters we talked about! Here's Harry dancing, plus man bun! http://maddieweasley.tumblr.com/post/121241798310/x