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ix. i'm not sure i believe in love. i don't think i do

ix.
i'm not sure i believe in love.
~~i don't think i do anymore.~~

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Conscious* 8 years ago

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Amenah 8 years ago

you're lucky haha

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Conscious* 8 years ago

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Amenah 8 years ago

ah... right. thanks. xD

i think i'm plenty experienced but here's to hoping i'll have some epiphany and change my mind.

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posted June 29, 2015 at 12:58am UTC tagged with loveletters, vent, quote

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you really wanna know? t h i n k y o u c a n b e a r i t ? — let's t a l k about how insanely terrifying it is to realise that your sexual/romantic orientation isn't the norm you're supposed to be, shall we? let's t a l k about how much it hurts when your heart clenches up because your dark-skinned daughter wishes she were white? (she's seven) let's t a l k about the way you grit your teeth every time someone makes a joke about what could have been on your autopsy three years ago. let's t a l k about giving up on what you want most in life. let's discuss how deeply, overwhelmingly, and all-consumingly that hurts. let's t a l k about feeling, genuinely believing, that you will never be loved. that you never should be. that you don't deserve it. that it's just wrong. you wouldn't be so eager to take a walk in someone else's shoes if you knew how much their feet bled. please stop romanticising our pain.
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