Story When she was a small girl, Her mum as she smelt of liquor

Story When she was a small girl, Her mum as she smelt of liquor and mascara stained cheeks, Said to her "always ask a man what he's scared of, if he says nothing, darling he's a liar and he's not worth your time" Years passed and the girl didn't think even once about the wise drunken words of her mother When she became a young adolescent, her heart fluttered as a childhood face talked to her They grew closer and even the thought of him brightened up her face. They kissed and her heart raced and her thoughts danced. In that moment she remembered what her mother had said. What are you afraid of she asked him. Nothing he replied dismissively She thought nothing of it, oh what a mistake Their love was fast paced and reckless A month later many words was said He said he loved her more than anything. He said he wanted to be with her forever, there was talk about the future and about when they were adults He didn't want her for s*x he said, he called her beautiful and said he would never replace her when she shared her worries and insecurities However he pressured her for things he knew she wasn't ready for and argued with her when she refused and other times when she couldn't explain what was wrong A week later she noticed how he was closed off and distancey, days later it was over. Just like that he said he didn't like her anymore So alas she remembered how he lied about having no fears So therefore was a liar A part of him did want her for s*x He didn't want to be with her with her forever He didn't even want her for more than a month and a half He replaced her days later with another He called her ugly He called her a sl*t for agreeing to certain things he begged for her to do even though he had repeatedly said she was not a sl*t when she shared her guilt to him He was a liar He broke her heart Its funny and sad how people dont learn from their mistakes as soon after she entered another fast paced relationship with same boy for only a week this time, this boy could have her whenever and he knew it and all she wanted was to be happy as inside she was dying but he made her feel alive