Sometimes, a girl is scared to get back into a
relationship with someone, not because she's sick
and tired of guys or think they're all the same, but
because she's afraid. She's afraid of putting herself
in a vulnerable position again. She's afraid of
opening up to someone new again. She's afraid of getting attached
to someone again. She's afraid of
being lied to and being betrayed again. She's afraid
of finding out truths and secrets again. She's afraid
of having high expectations just to be disappointed
again. She's afraid of feeling jealousy towards
someone again. She's afraid of her trust issues acting up again.
She's afraid of her insecurities
overwhelming her again. She's afraid of her mind
assuming the worst again. She's afraid of her heart
getting broken again. Worst of all, she's afraid of
losing someone again because everyone she cares
about, seems to eventually leave her life.