I was in a dark place, for a really long time. and graduating

I was in a dark place, for a really
long time. and graduating to a dull
place was an improvement. and I'd
like to think I was in a place that had
a little bit of glimmer. and today? I 
didn't just lose my glimmer. I wasn't
just bumped back to the dull. I was
shoved back into the dark. when I 
hit my car I couldn't breathe. a few
minutes down the road, I had to
pullover. I cried like a baby for 15 
minutes in the grocery store's lot.
it wasn't about the job, or losing the
job. it was how I was spoken to. I
was basically called worthless to
my face and all I could do is cry.