The minute I decide to let you go, I start remembering everything

The minute I decide to let you go, I start remembering everything and now its so freaking hard coz you still the last person on my mind when I go to bed and the first thing on my mind when I wake up...I love you so damn much but baby we both know we need to let go.I said I wasn't going to be sad or cry about this but there's only so much I can take coz the thought of losing you makes me feel like I'm losing it :(...you are my sanity and you'll always be.