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i wish someone could tell me that i am strong. i wish someone

 
i wish someone could tell me that i am strong.

i wish someone could tell me that i am strong for trying to tell myself that i am important and trying to make myself feel important constantly, every day, when no one else does or even bothers to help.

i want someone to tell me that i am brave for taking the benefit of the doubt and sitting with the same people in the cafeteria who always leave me out of everything and never invite me to anything, brave for assuming that i am too sensitive and that i have to give them another chance for their friendship.

i wish someone could tell me that i am strong for keeping a positive and optimistic attitude even when i am always the third or fifth wheel of everything, the last to know each detail, or the one who is never told.

i wish someone could tell me that i am courageous for no longer crying and isolating myself even more when things went wrong with my social life and actually putting in effort to fix it, even though that effort has not brought any change.

i wish someone could tell me that i am strong for constantly pretending that i am okay with how i feel like i'm being treated.

i wish someone could tell me that i am strong for keeping a smile on my face while people don't consider how i really feel inside.

i wish someone could tell me that i am strong for walking into a place every single day where i know that i am no one's and not ever will i be anyone's first choice, best friend, ride or die, or person they genuinely and seriously want in their life.

i wish that someone could tell me that i am strong for existing in a world where there are people all around me, but there is not one who truly cares about ME or who I AM. 

it's a struggle that doesn't seem to be understood by many, but that does not mean that it's not a difficult one. i know nobody knows exactly what i'm going through, but i just want to be recognized for my extensive efforts in trying to keep myself happy and making the best out of my life. just for once.

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SmileyFacesAreAmazing 6 years ago
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You are all of these things and more. You deserve the world, you really do. Please keep holding on and pushing through, I know that it's hard but one day all of this will be worth it. You will find your happiness and you will find amazing people to share it with. We're all rooting for you. You are so loved, Gabi.
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gab* 6 years ago
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thank you❤❤❤
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seafoam* 6 years ago
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You are strong, brave, courageous, and anything else you want to be. You are worth genuine, long-lasting friendship, love, and happiness, and you are not at fault for taking steps toward getting those things. They will come in due time. It may not be until after high school, but they will come. All your effort won't always be in vain. The right, deserving people will appreciate it and contribute just as much themselves. For now, stop exerting so much energy on these people who exert little to none on you, and just be patient and calm in the knowledge that someday you'll be seen and valued for what you truly are, which is a remarkably dedicated and passionate person.
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gab* 6 years ago
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❤❤❤ i know i've probably said this about a thousand times idk but you're really just a...great person and i thank you for always being able to give such great advice.
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seafoam* 6 years ago
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You're a great person too and you deserve to be treated like one.
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