it's
been months but i stil see you in my head every single day.
not even the amount of distractions i have can keep you from
crawling
back into my thoughts and reminding me of how you were. i hate
them all.
those thoughts make me sick. i try not to wear the same
clothes i did
back when i was seeing you because all it does is take me
back and
all i want on this earth is to forget everything you ever gave
me but
how can i do that when all i do is remember the look on your
face every
time you leaned in to kiss me. you're a parasite in my
brain and i swear
im sick but everyone tells me i'll be fine and i'll
soon get over it but
i know i won't ever get better.