School Quote #7059275
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“HEY! HOW ARE YOU? HOW’S SCHOOL GOING?” A

“HEY! HOW ARE YOU? HOW’S SCHOOL GOING?”
 
A PART OF ME CRINGES AT THE QUESTIONS
BECAUSE THOSE THOUGHTS ARE MY OBSESSION
THEY TORMENT ME ENDLESSLY
CLAIMING MY MIND’S IN A DEPRESSION
SO THE TRUTH BEGS FOR MY CONFESSION
BUT I KNOW, IF I WERE TO DO SO
MY WORDS WOULD BE FLAGGED FOR VIEWER DISCRETION
SO I’M STUCK WITH THIS SADNESS AND AGGRESSION
TRYING NOT TO
xFUCK UP YOUR IMPRESSION
OF MY PERFECT LIFE AND HAPPY EXPRESSION
BECAUSE WHO AM I TO MENTION
THAT MY LIFE IS ALL A LIE?
THAT THE HAPPY FACE YOU SEE IS STRUGGLING NOT TO CRY?
THAT HALF THE TIME I’M WONDERING
JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I DIED?
IN TRUTH, I KNOW, YOU DO NOT MEAN TO PRY
BUT WHAT THE
xHELL DO YOU EXPECT AS A REPLY?
YOU DO NOT WANT THE TRUTH,
YOU’RE MERELY SEARCHING FOR A LIE
WITH A HEAVY HEART AND SHATTERED LUNGS
I’VE NO CHOICE BUT TO COMPLY
SO I BREATHE IN DEEP AND CLOSE MY EYES
AND EVERY ATOM IN ME IS STRUGGLING TO DENY
THAT I JUST WISH THAT I COULD RETRY
EACH
xFUCKING DAY I LET GO BY
BECAUSE IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE
AND IT JUST SEEMS EASIER TO DIE
SO I PRAY THAT I CAN HIDE
THE PAIN BEHIND MY LIFELESS EYES
WHEN I SIGH
AND SAY
“I’M FINE”

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