I cannot believe this year is actually about to end! January

I cannot believe this year is actually about to end! January and Febuary were the most suicidal months. March and April were again the most depressed ones because I kinda messed up school results abit. May and June were bad too plus the anger of my parents becuz of my result. July to September were better plus my parents encouraging me. But agian October, as worst as Jan and Feb. And Nov was best becuz I stopped giving a damn about everything. December is again stupid but great at the same, altho therez chaos and too mch negativity around and even at home, therez good times too. Ah OK .__.