Fighting
with him
again and
I'm just wondering
why this
is happening
so often.
I know
I'm stubborn
sometimes
and he is
too but
we never
used to fight
like this.
Why is
it so hard
to make
plans to see each
other? Why
does it
always
have to be
a fight? I
shouldn't have
to fight
to see
you, and you
shouldn't get mad
at me for
not knowing
how to see
you when i
don't
have gas or
money and you
do... I love
you so much
and I feel
like we've
fought
every day
this new
year. I'm
just venting
but holy
god I cannot
deal with
this sometimes.
Stop
answering
the phone
so
mad at me sometimes.
I'm sorry
i woke you
up but
there's
no need to be
angry with
me. I
just want
to spend
time with
you but
now I can't
and it
sucks so
bad.