"Learning to be okay without him is weird. I swear i'll

"Learning to be okay without him is weird. I swear i'll be fine for weeks,
but one morning i'll wake up and my heart feels heavy for no reason at
all and i feel like i lost him all over again.
it's just hard, you know? thinking you're making all this progress
only for it to be ruined when you see someone else brush their hair out of their
eyes the same way he used to. one little thing, and bam-
you start thinking that you'll never be able to live without hearing his laugh ever
again."