Those demons in my head Remind me that I should have been dead

Those demons in my head Remind me that I should have been dead They never leave my mind The family I had to leave behind
Parents literally torn apart Oh, how it breaks my heart Then my sister met her demise I never asked for a reprise
I wanted to help but they died I’m sorry, family, but I tried Of my insanity, he’s the boss The one and only Lord loss