my morning ritual
go to the toilet
remove all clothing
if I posible remore skin hair eyes or limbs
weigh myself
hate myself
look in the mirror
brush teeth
comb your hair
aply creme
hate myself
take the asma medication
take the anti anxiety meds
take the antidipressants
take the allegry meds
eat something to lessen the side effects
hate myself
put on the underwear
and the pants and the bra and the top and
and the smile
put on the smile
but still
hate myself