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posted April 30, 2016 at 9:10am UTC tagged with
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nothing is as i remember
it in the morning, all parts of me lost and floating somewhere unreachable within the darkness of the previous night. The only constant is the ever-returning light stream that slips through blind slats every morning to slice a hole in the darkness so I can breathe. Today the sun stumbles through open windows the same way I remember it doing the first morning I woke up with him. But now I wake up alone and instead of reaching for him, I reach for the sun that’s spilled all over the other side of the bed. I try to catch it in my palm and close my hand around it again and again, but I can never quite grasp it. I stop trying and slide my hand out of the sun and next to my body. I spend the day in bed watching the sun slide further and further away until the room and I are nothing but shadows.
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i feel like my friends don't
tell me a lot of the things that they tell other people they talk to, and for the simple fact that I don't kiss a.ss. When you choose to confide in me, you're choosing to hear my perspective on a situation, and I give it to you, positive or negative. I don't praise you when I truly think you've done something rude or asinine. I don't pretend to agree with everything that comes out of your mouth. I tell you straight up when I believe you used poor judgment, and I'll explain why I believe so if asked, but I don't apologize for having my view on the matter, because I feel that if you're telling me about it you want to hear what I have to say about it as well. And I guess people don't like that, and I guess I understand why. They like being applauded, they like having their pride validated. No one wants to hear that was stupid or that was really uncalled for as opposed to that was savage, girl, kill 'em! But it still stings a bit. It makes me feel like I'm not worthy of being confided in. And I hate being out of the loop. I hate not knowing things that other people do, no matter how trivial the piece of information. And, honestly, I'm just a jealous, high maintenance person who doesn't like feeling like somebody else is seen as smarter or more important to said friend and so they'd rather give them details that I'm always spared.
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