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"I babysat this six year old, and I was wearing shorts today..
and my scars were showing, I guess. He poked them and he said, "I know how those got there." I replied, "How?" He looked at me with a straight face and he said, 'I've seen them before. My big sister had them, and she said mean people put them on your body when they weren't nice to you, because when people are mean to you, you end up being mean to yourself. My big sister went away. I don't know where she went. Mommy said she's on a happy vacation somewhere, because she was too sad here. I miss her. Don't go on a vacation, please.'"
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I lay awake thinking of you too much.
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Using Mr Parker
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r 38
For around half a minute, I waited outside nervously. I kept asking myself why he wasn't answering the door straight away like he usually does and then, he opened the door.
There was no smile on his face, no smirk or no frown, his expression was as hard as a brick. We stood there, opposite each other for a few moments just staring, his eyes boring into mine and then he spoke. “Come in.” I walked inside his apartment and took a seat on the couch. He surprised me by coming and sitting next to me. I didn't think he'd do that, I opened my mouth to say something – anything but nothing came out. Zach laughed unhumourously, “This is so screwed up. I honestly have no idea what to think anymore."
“Z-Zach,” I murmured and was surprise when he didn't correct me for not using 'Mr Parker'. “I owe you an apology. I am so sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happ-”
“Then what did you mean to happen, Logan? Just enlighten me.”
“I just... I just wanted my mum to not need to worry about money. This was 5 grand that I could at least try to get, I didn't think I'd win and I never thought Courtney was going to get hold of that picture.”
“Well guess what she did.”
“And I'm so sorry but you won't need to worry about that now.”
“What if she had got the photo that you could see both of us clearly? What would happen then.”
“I don't want to think of that, she didn't and its over.”
“That might be over but we aren't. We still have lots of things to talk about.” When he said, that might be over but we aren't, my heart fluttered and my cheeks burnt but I knew he didn't mean it in the way I wanted it to.
“I'll answer any questions you want,” I told him.
Simply, he asked, “Why?”
“I've told you how my dad left my mum and I a couple of years ago and I've always told you that a couple of months ago we moved in with my Aunt Cassidy because the council took the house away from us. Since then, I've been trying to help my mum get any extra money. I've sent my mum money anonymously with money my dad sent me and money from my car. To you, five grand might be nothing but to me, thats a lot of money.” I reached into my bag, picking out a bundle of money.
Five thousand dollars.
“Whats that?” he asked.
“Thats the money Courtney gave to me, I don't want it. You can have it,” I replied, putting the money on the table. “That money is nothing but filth to me now. It may have taken me a while to realise how horrible I was using you like that. I can't give that money to my mum.”
Zach sighed, “I don't want that money. Give it to your mother.”
“No,” I said, firmly.
“Give it back to Courtney then,” he said. “I don't care what you do with the money, I don't want it though.” I didn't say anything but I didn't take the money. Zach leant in slightly and I hoped that he kissed me. I leant up and put my lips on his, my eyes fluttered open for a split second to see his wide open.
He wouldn't kiss me back.
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{A/N This chapter was actually really hard for me to write, I had no idea how I wanted this chapter to go but here it is! (:}
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Using Mr Parker
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r 34
I had never experienced anything like this, I was in pain but my body wasn't hurt. I was in pain, emotion wise. I had been in my bedroom since I left school early. I hadn't wanted to go back to classes after the episode with Zach, all I wanted to do was curl up in my bed at home. No one was there when I got to the house so I curled up on the couch and watched whatever movies I could find.
My mum came home and when she saw me, she frowned deeply. “Logan, baby, whats wrong?” she asked.
“I'm just tired,” I lied.
“You don't look just tired,” she told me as she sat down next to me. “Are you going to tell me?”
“I did something really horrible, mum,” I cried, softly.
“Hunny, I'm sure whatever it is, it isn't that bad. Someday you'll probably look back at it and laugh.” I just shook my head as my mum wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tightly. “Its okay, everything will be alright,” she soothed.
I wish she was right.
“Justin's coming over for dinner tonight, c'mon, lets go and we can make our pizza,” she winked and I nodded. My mum and I made pizza together as we laughed about silly nothings. It was just like old times, before dad left and everything screwed up. Justin and Aunt Cassidy joint us for dinner and in one word, it was enjoyable. The dinner kept my mind off Zach but Justin kept giving me looks through it so I knew he must of heard something.
Justin and I headed up to my room and when we had closed the door, he said, “I know you and Zach broke up. I called him but he didn't tell me why. Are you going to?” he asked, raising his eyebrow.
“I was avbitch.”
“Don't call yourself that, Logan, just tell me what happened.”
“You know how we need money – my mum and I – well, my friends and I had this 'game', whoever dated Zach for a week would get five thousand dollars. I won.”
“W-what?” Justin stuttered.
“I know,” I sighed, shame clear in my voice.
“Do you like him, at least? Did you ever have any feelings for him?”
“Yes, yes I did.”
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“What's going on?!” Grace exclaimed when she came into my room.
“Nothing,” I muttered.
“Why'd you leave school? Did something happen with Mr Parker?” Tears silently fell as I explained what had happened with Zach. “Who do you think sent the message?”
“Courtney, I'm sure of it. She used my phone earlier and she didn't look too happy about giving me the money.”
“Why don't you just give back the money? You love him!”
“I don't love him, its just a silly school girl crush,” I told her. “I was only with him for a week, its not possible.”
“A weeks all you needed and I know I wasn't the happiest about your relationship to begin with but you both love each other. I know you guys do and you need to win Mr Parker back.”
“I think it'd be easier to go to the north pole,” I muttered. “He hates me.”
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