I'm giving myself
whiplash with how quickly I'm changing from one person to
the next. One second I'm this type of kid and a few
months later I have to fix things up again because I've
changed so much. It's not a bad thing. I don't know
if it's a good thing, either, although I'm inclined
to say it is. It's just... fast, so
fast, so much faster than I've
seen for anyone else and it's almost frightening like
that. And I wonder who, in the end, I will
be. lkjl