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idk all of the things that used to make me happy don't really

idk all of the things that used to make me happy don't really do much for me anymore. i'm just kind of here and every atom in me doesn't want to be.

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posted July 20, 2016 at 10:35pm UTC tagged with life, mind, quote

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Format by destabilise. “HEY! HOW ARE YOU? HOW’S SCHOOL GOING?” A PART OF ME CRINGES AT THE QUESTIONS BECAUSE THOSE THOUGHTS ARE MY OBSESSION THEY TORMENT ME ENDLESSLY CLAIMING MY MIND’S IN A DEPRESSION SO THE TRUTH BEGS FOR MY CONFESSION BUT I KNOW, IF I WERE TO DO SO MY WORDS WOULD BE FLAGGED FOR VIEWER DISCRETION SO I’M STUCK WITH THIS SADNESS AND AGGRESSION TRYING NOT TOxFUCK UP YOUR IMPRESSION OF MY PERFECT LIFE AND HAPPY EXPRESSION BECAUSE WHO AM I TO MENTION THAT MY LIFE IS ALL A LIE? THAT THE HAPPY FACE YOU SEE IS STRUGGLING NOT TO CRY? THAT HALF THE TIME I’M WONDERING JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I DIED? IN TRUTH, I KNOW, YOU DO NOT MEAN TO PRY BUT WHAT THExHELL DO YOU EXPECT AS A REPLY? YOU DO NOT WANT THE TRUTH, YOU’RE MERELY SEARCHING FOR A LIE WITH A HEAVY HEART AND SHATTERED LUNGS I’VE NO CHOICE BUT TO COMPLY SO I BREATHE IN DEEP AND CLOSE MY EYES AND EVERY ATOM IN ME IS STRUGGLING TO DENY THAT I JUST WISH THAT I COULD RETRY EACHxFUCKING DAY I LET GO BY BECAUSE IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE AND IT JUST SEEMS EASIER TO DIE SO I PRAY THAT I CAN HIDE THE PAIN BEHIND MY LIFELESS EYES WHEN I SIGH AND SAY “I’M FINE”
the hours keep slipping away i don't know how to stop them

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