"you get used to not calling
someone at night to tell them
how your day was. you replace these
old habits with new habits, like
texting
your friends in a group chat
all day
and planning fun dinner
parties
and going
out on adventures with your girlfriends,
and
then all of a sudden
one day you're in London and you realize
you've been in the same place
as your ex for two weeks
and you're fine. and you hope
he's fine.
the first thought that came
to
my mind was, i'm
finally clean."