It's when I'm sitting alone with my phone in my hand

It's when I'm sitting alone with my phone in my hand waiting for your call. It’s when I’m really sad about something that I realize you're the only one who really makes me happy. It’s when I crave you at night and realize you control my dreams, It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at this very moment. It's when I think about you more than myself and I realize no one else in the world is meant for me. It’s when now you’re a problem for me I can’t go a day without thinking about when I’ll see you, It’s when you got me so hooked on everything you say, it’s now I’m afraid that I wish I could tell you how much I want to believe you but all I read are lies. I don’t know how to explain this pain I’m holding back and not being able to let you into my heart. I can’t change the way I feel but you can change the way you feel. It’s when I get scared I read through our messages over and over because if this turns out to be all just a lie all I’ll have is what once made me smile.