we have touched for the last time.
you are long gone, in love with someone
else.
i now fear nothing but life itself,
and i have learned thar
living is a slow way to die.
i do not believe in life or
love anymore.
the joy i feel are the joys
of emptiness.
i hate myself for loving
you.
the fear i feel night after
night has developed into a disease.
no-one can see the
emptiness in my eyes.
to escape life itself seems
like the only solution.
with relief i look forward
of letting go of the pain.
finally... there is peace
in my soul.
to lie dead without a
concern, without a tear,
you own my
heart,
and life without you is so
immensely painful.
just to think about you,
talk about you, dream of you, makes tears stream down
my face.
i could not imagine life
without your beautiful, angelic face.
your wonderful body and
good heart.
you are everything, i am
nothing.
i want to
die.
but really... i am already
dead. Mortal Love-I Want To Die