Its only confusing because I love the both of you. He never treated
me right so you know that statement was bullshit itself. I didnt
want to start a war or have an arguement with you; but I thought
you needed to know you arent completely erased. To leave him in
that moment would have been a complete disaster because he was
drunk; always drunk. I guess i signed up for this road so clearly
here I am still trying to pursue it. You &' I both know after all
of this we could never be how we once were. Im not trying to
bullshit you or try and do anything with these posts; just to write
to you 'cause I miss you I suppose.