I want to say something mean. Hurtful. Something to make it so

I want to say something mean. Hurtful. Something to make it so it'll be easier to move on. I hope you can find happiness in someone else. I hope you can find another soul mate. I hope you find someone to make you feel as amazing as you truely are. I want to rip it all off like a bandaid and maybe then it'll be so much easier, for both of us. All I know is I hope one day you can forgive me; even if its in the future I hope youre open to it. Just live your life to the fullest. Please.