Found some of our old chats. didnt realize how much i missed

Found some of our old chats. didnt realize how much i missed you until now. You ment the world to me then and you still mean alot to me now. you were the one 
who kept me sane during a very dark time in my life, you were my best friend. but we grew apart. 
im sorry for all the bull crap i put you through. you deserve someone better than me. i just wish i had realized what i had before it was gone. 
all my love,
em<3