so lately
bridges have been calling me
calling to be built
calling to be burnt
calling to be jumped from
I have only build them
don't have the heart to burn them
can only burn myself
afraid of putting myself out
at the bottom of the river
should be proud of those
engeniering skills and selective hearing
but birthdays are not parties for me
so much to celibrate
nothing makes me sing
I'm sitting on the bridges
feel the bottom of the river
calling my flames
my feet feel supported
by the strong cool steel