She is kind
to me. But she also doesn't like me. It's weird. I know
for certain my success makes her feel uneasy, so she keeps me
close at a safe distance to keep her eyes on me. It's
weird. She goes out of her way to include me in group
activities, she buys me expensive gifts on my birthday. But
that's it. That's all our "friendship" is.
Superficial sums it up in one word. It's weird. I know I
should end it, but I use her too. But I don't want to be
that type of person anymore.