Everytime Im home and check on here its a risk. Every night hes

Everytime Im home and check on here its a risk. Every night hes home we drink. Most of the time I have a beer or two then go to bed since I work so early. Last night I drank a lot. He did too; but he passed out pretty early which was weird. I couldnt fall asleep so ended up taking a bath. Kept drinking and checked on here and saw that post. Drank more, faster. Now Im at work trying so hard to get sober cause Im still drunk. Chugging water and just trying to get it together. Guess we'lp see how this works out. (8:53 thurs)