I once knew what you meant to me,but now im not so sure.So suddenly

I once knew what you meant to me,
but now im not so sure.
So suddenly within a heartbeat,
you were gone. just like that.
Just like you are now.
I dont think i ever missed you,
until now.
With that smile you have,
the one when she shows.
I wonder.
Where did we go wrong?
I thought we were okay.
4 tries and we finally made it.
1 try with her and you made it.
Why didnt that work with us?
It took 4 tries, 1 to 2 every year for 3 years, to reach 2 months.
But 1 try with her to reach 1 year.
Where did we go wrong?
I thought we were okay.