No amount of good deeds can actually cover up the evil that wells

No amount of good deeds can actually cover up the evil that wells inside me.
Is there no one who can set us free? Am I truly malefic from day my mother bore me?
Struggle everyday have I. To be just or to let myself get corrupted by?
I am never sure of my choices day by day.
both good and evil are here to stay.
No, normal person can understand. Nothing. Probably just let us waste away.