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telling a cutter to colour instead is like giving Tums to a cokehead.

telling a cutter to colour instead is like giving Tums to a cokehead. very different sensations.

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crimson24

posted July 4, 2018 at 10:34pm UTC tagged with cutting, addiction, relapse, drugs, mentalhealth, quote

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when do you stop giving? when do you say enough is enough? is it too much even if suicide is in the picture? is there a boundary for me if a friend continues to kill himself? i cant say goodbye but i have nothing left to offer. i am lost.
court mandated sobriety for a year? ive already lost 3 more pounds and cut twice. it has been 4 days. eff everything.

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