So I
havent
been on here
in 5 years
I like my
profile said?
Its wild, reading all
the things
I used to
write that
I can only
barely
remember. I
think that
was the point of
me doing
it back
the, was
to have something I
could look back
on and know my
old self.. but
the thing
is that I
thought I would
be looking
back as a
better
person and the
truth is,
I'm not.
I thought
that I would
grow out of it but
I didn't. Here I
am, an adult
reading things that
everyone
told me was just
teenage
angst and thinking
to myself,
how did I even get
this far?
Its no
wonder Im strugling
so hard now,
I've been
struggling with
this my
whole fckng life.
I like this
though, a
whole other
world I can
escape
to. I liked
going back
and reading
old things
from myself and
I want to keep
it.
So from here
on out I'm coming
back to this. This is
my secret
escape,
my secret way
of getting
everything
out.
If theres
anyone out
there that feels
anything similar
to anything I
ever wrote,
reach out and
we can figure it
out together.
Much love
I used to be so depressed and this site was an outlet. I only had a few friends in real life and then had this alternative world which nobody knew about where I could relate to others who felt the same way. I'm now 20 and still quite unhappy in life but I'm now at university studying mental health nursing in the hopes to help others feel better.
Now that I've come back on here and seen my old friends profiles not being active since 2014 etc who I've since lost contact with it's made me feel so sad. Like I wonder if they ever think about me or if they ever come on and look at my profile and if they're doing okay now.